Leave your Charm at Home and let me meet you!!
So quick update on the bachelors in the running hehe.
Bachelor #1 is pretty much gone. I guess he has decided he isn’t interested in me anymore than I am in him since I haven’t heard from him in a few days. I really am not disappointed since I didn’t trust him so if he really is gone that is a good thing in my book.
Bachelor #2 is still in the first place running . He is continuing to do everything right and I am still feeling comfortable with him, since I am one who can’t just be happy without bringing worries into the picture I do worry that he is falling a little to fast since he made sure he was making his profile inactive since I was only one he is interested in. I do think it bothered him that I wasn’t ready to do the same thing in return but he didn’t push it which is good.
Bachelor #3 I’m still talking to and trying to give him a chance. He is still doing things right so I am trying to overlook the fact that I don’t “feel” anything and am talking to him and trying to give him a fair chance.
Bachelor #4 is new. He is T and he is also 39. He is like Bachelor #3 in that he is polite and not coming across as a jerk but I still just don’t “feel” anything and it bothers me that he can’t spell my name right. I know there are many ways to spell my name and I am used to having to tell people how to spell it after I tell them what it is but when we have never even talked vocally and everything has been done by email or IM that means I have only spelled my name. I know I spell it differently than others do but it has been my name for almost 40 years so I do think I know how to spell it and I don’t know why you would think it is spelled differently when you write me back.
Bachelor #5 is W. He is the one who knocked on the door yesterday and ended up asking me out. Again I am giving him a chance even though I am not sure that I want to. He is one who thinks he has to charm a girl to make her interested and while that may be the case with some woman, with me it actually is a turn off. Yesterday when he met me he was telling me how beautiful I am and how he couldn’t believe I was single and had no one in love with me who would be upset with him for asking me out. Today when he called me I didn’t answer since I was at work and when I went to listen to his voice mail he told me how much he couldn’t stop thinking about me last night. The more a guy acts like I am the best thing out there the more I don’t trust what they are telling me. After only a 10 minute conversation I really don’t think I can leave that lasting of an impression with someone and I especially don’t believe I was all that beautiful yesterday with no makeup on, dirty hair, and a grungy t-shirt and jeans on. I mean it is nice for a few compliments but it is better to not go overboard if you want me to actually believe you.